Waiting for you;

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow

I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Wherever you go
Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

Right here waiting for you..

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~~Sunday, July 05, 2009~~

4:56 PM

y0u once t0ld me to think of what i sh0uld say, what i shouldnt say.

well, im trying real hard.

but i still cant differentiate what i should and what sh0uldnt i.

s0? i jus keep my m0uth shut f0r all the things?

but if i dun say 0ut? u dun kn0w what im thinking.

y0u once also t0ld me t0 say out s0 that y0u know what im thinking.

s0 whats n0w?

c0ntradicting?

say? n0t t0 say? hahahah. i really dunn0.

i think i will just keep my m0uth shut to prevent any unpleasant thing fr0m happening.

what a sad life f0r beings.

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~~Saturday, July 04, 2009~~

1:16 PM

Declaration of Bankrupt

im br0ke im br0ke im br0ke!

MOOD

开心指度 : 000%
烦躁指度 : 100%

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~~Saturday, June 27, 2009~~

2:02 PM

mask-ed yesterday.

damn shi0k when peeling 0ff.

c0s is 痛到~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

wow!hahaha.

all my tiny lil hair on my face-.-

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5 more days!!

am s0 scared yet excited sia.

hmmmmm..

h0wh0wh0w?!

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zhennie they all is g0ing t0 the line? t0 eat buffet t0day.

mus be damn yumlicious de n0r!

but its t00 ex le.

100+ oMG.

im n0t s0 rich. hahahaha.

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11th jul.

pri 5B5 class gathering.

of c0urse im g0ing.

s0 l0ng din see them le.

some really changed al0t. cant even recognise them.

hahaha.

venue will be at our f0rm teacher, Mrs Chan h0use!

serang00n there? sunshine terrace? din get the exact add yet.

will be having BBQ there.

Mrs chan damn steady la.

hahaa.all0w us t0 bbq at her h0use.

lols. w0nder h0w she is n0w?

hmmmmm

she last time used t0 concern ab0ut my face.

oya! and keep wanting me everyone t0 write bigger w0rds~

but w0nder she still remember me n0t.

hahaha=))

h0pe s0.

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going t0 change my dental appt too.

next m0nth i'll be vvv br0ke!!

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~~Thursday, June 25, 2009~~

1:43 PM

~~9th Jul~~
2nd Jul

count d0wn.

14 6 more days=))

wish me g00d luck!!

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~~Wednesday, June 24, 2009~~

10:51 PM

m feeling v disappointed.

and what make it w0rse is tt

i still have t0 wear a smiling face

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~~Saturday, June 20, 2009~~

1:34 PM

am getting myself a wallet s00n.

any suggestion?

~~gucci~~
LV
~~coach~~
dior?
loewe?
salvatore ferragamo?
chanel?
burberry?
agnes b?
prada?

hahahaha..ok.lets get an ozozo wallet ba! -.-

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~~Thursday, June 18, 2009~~

8:49 PM

zhenn. me. pris. serene. s0phia.

pris. me. zhenn. huimin. blink-ed
we are d0ing tis lkk p0se bec0s we say "lets act cute" and our mina did tis pose! hahahaha.. ok na.dun s0 bad. age gap age gap.loll.

pris. me. priya. zhenn. huimin.

actualli was trying t0 act zh0u hua jian in the newspaper. budden cant see the paper-.-

y0ng g0ng ba! dad~ dun say i nv read newspaper; watch news le!!

on0~~!

n0te s0mething? xia0ling is n0t in all the pics! bec0s she la!~ owaes dun wan take pic~ hmphx.

me n min still g0t t00k shi lian pai.(f0rce by zhen=x=x). n0t intending t0 put in here of c0urse.!hahahaha.

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~~Wednesday, June 17, 2009~~

8:45 PM

al0t of things happened.

and

omg! im s0 flabbergasted! hahahaha

hais.

tis w0rld is n0t as beautiful as what i thought it was!

tis w0rld is n0t as pure n innocent as what i thought it was!

suan le. anyway tts n0t my pr0blem!

as l0ng as dun t**** d** m* n** r** can liao.(zhennie sh0uld n0e wat im toking.hahahaha=x)

overdued-ed-ed-ed priya's wedd photo

am waiting f0r pris t0 send me photos t0 make my blog more lively.

byes.

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~~Thursday, June 11, 2009~~

9:24 PM

in-secured. uneasy.

why am i owaes feeling this?

what sh0uld i d0?!

ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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~~Wednesday, June 10, 2009~~

9:27 PM

1st is malaysia.

then reservist.

what is next?

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~~Saturday, June 06, 2009~~

10:36 PM

Happy 21st birthday j0lene~~!!!

~~Chen Wei Sheng u better faster c0me back h0r~!!!~~

I SWEAR I HATE IT!

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~~Wednesday, June 03, 2009~~

9:21 PM

j0lene is g0ing t0 k0rea t0nite.

bf is going malaysia tml morning.

=((

enj0y ur trip^^

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~~Monday, June 01, 2009~~

9:23 PM

23/05/2009 - xuannie bday

dinner at sakae

29/05/2009 - after w0rk

w0rk ended at 5.30pm bec0s of wat family day.hahaha.s0 happie. was inf0rmed by zhennie that theres sales going on at m)phosis. so went m)phosis with xia0ling after w0rk.=x hahaha.g0t myself 2 black tops. xia0ling g0t herself a pair of slippers and a sh0rts. went h0me after that.

30/05/2009 - j0lene bday

lunch at 1 korean restaurant

yanling is s0 brave t0 tell the waitress that the sour plum drink g0t a weird taste. like a burnt smell. and wanted t0 change the drink t0 0thers.hahaha.heng the waitress all0w us t0 change. s0 we change t0 a safest drink. ice lem0n tea. lol.

this is our bday girl. j0lene~!

we had a hard time getting this waffle ice cream.hahaha.

we stupidly acting d0se watever watever. dunn0 h0w t0 describe and lazy t0 say.hahaha.

after our lunch, went sh0p n slack. sim 4.30 went off. yanling 5 went off. s0 left we 0505 gals. den we went sh0pping. g0t myself 2 tops at MU. b0th black again. im in l0ve with black n0wadays. hahaha. j0lene g0t herself a b0tt0m there.

dinner-ed. we will slacking n t0king ab0ut our p0ly life.hahaha.

meet zhenn after her exam. g00d luck man. sure will get a g00d grades de. n0 worries. hees.

j0lene g0ing k0rean in 2 days time~~!! s0 g00d. enj0y urself w0r! and get us presentss =x=x hahahaha.jkjk.

back t0 w0rk w0rk w0rk n w0rk AGAIN! siann!!

-=in the pr0cess of learning blade=-

g00d byes

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~~Sunday, May 31, 2009~~

10:10 PM

Will update my blog real s00n. am waiting f0r the photos~

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~~Thursday, May 28, 2009~~

9:51 PM

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~~Friday, May 22, 2009~~

1:00 PM

N0wadays de d0ctor really v g00d t0 earn n0r.

i went t0 see my face d0ct0r jus n0w. but wh0 n0es he is on leave t0day. and is a part time doct0r t0day.

i waited f0r bl00dy 2 HOURS b4 i can see the d0ct0r.

g0 in.
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si lang auntie d0c : yes, aniting i can help u.

me : o0o, im taking my med f0r my face.

si lang auntie d0c : oic. happy that ur face bec0me better?

me : actualli my main purpose is to cure my scars.

si lang auntie doc : o0o. s0 u are seeing which d0ctor?

me : Dr Tan.

si lang auntie doc : o0o. den next m0nth u c0me back and discuss with him ba.

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LESS THAN 1 MIN

i din even consult her ani single fking thing and she charge me consultant fees which normally other doc nv charge me.

its n0t that i gek ga0 or wat n0r. is i waited f0r the damn 2 h0urs and she din even tell me aniting ab0ut my face(jus chit chat). tmd. really h0r.tt si lang auntie doc!!!

i n0e ur will ask me t0 argue with the nurse outside. i did tell.

the nurse jus say "thats y i ask to to wait f0r next week to see back your doc"

AND TMD, DID SHE MENTIONED THAT THE SI LANG AUNTIE DOC WILL CHARGE ME FOR CONSULTANTION FEE WHEN I DIN EVEN CONSULT HER?

IF I N0E THATS THE CASE, I CAN JUST SIMPLY TAKE THE MED G0 JUS PAY F0R THE MED MONEY AND JUS G0 WAT. WHAT F0R I WAITED F0R BLOODY 2 HOURS AND PAY EXTRA S0MEM0RE!?

ROAR~~!!!!

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY IS I TOOK OFF TODAY JUS TO SEE MY DOC! AND I WASTED MY OFF JUS LIKE TT. AND PAY THAT SI LANG AUNTIE DOC!

@!%@^%@^#%^&*^#%!^$#@!#$%^&@#$%^!@#$@!#$!#@$%!@#$@!#$%#@$%!@#$%#@!$%

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~~Wednesday, May 20, 2009~~

8:35 PM

Last sunday went t0 colleague de wedding. an Indian wedding.hahaha.

She is pretty that day

Last saturday meet up with yl, sim, wr and zhenn.

Dinner at shokudo

what an unstructured entry-.-

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~~Tuesday, May 19, 2009~~

9:34 PM

i dunn0 why, i wish t0 n0e why.
but u dun even b0ther t0 explain t0 me.
disappointment is what i get back.
i tot u once promise me b4?
im really sian le. i dun wish t0 b0ther anim0re.
dun w0rry, i w0nt d0 anithing.
i'll just cl0sed my eyes and shut my ears.

when i recieved y0ur message that day,

i knew it. i just pretended that nth happen.

ya. im s0 fake.

but i dun wan t0 listen to ani excuses.

im contradicting i admit.

s0 what if i confr0nt y0u?

and s0 what if i just keep quiet?

its me wh0 is suffering.

in the end i ch00se to keep quiet.

d0 y0u kn0w it really hurts?

i bet u dunn0.

bec0s u dun even b0ther and care.

haa.

why cant i jus act stupid all the times.

h0w c0me my 6th sense is owaes s0 accurate?

h0w i wish i can be a ben nu ren.

i bet guys like ben nu ren.

s0 that their lies can be hidden.

- heart dies -

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~~Thursday, May 14, 2009~~

8:37 PM

漫长的波东之路 -.-

suki sushi-ed with poly galfrens ytd dinner. bf fetched me h0me after tt. thanks=))

t0m0rr0w is friday again~!

cheerup tcl~=))

stupid entry . . .

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~~Sunday, May 10, 2009~~

9:52 PM

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY~

went ahma h0use this m0rning-aftern00n f0r lunch. after tt meet bf. slack awhile. den head d0wn t0 pang xie zhi jia t0 have dinner with bf family.

wah. it was packed with damn lot of pple. We waited f0r 1 hr plus bef0re the f00d is serve t0 us. ya rite. 1 hr plus! of course, every1, n0t only our table are angry. all de face de black da0~~ s0me quarrel with the waitress while al0t of them just went off.

really na. it was v bad f0r the customers t0 wait f0r s0 l0ng. if y0u cant cope with it, den dun open s0 mani tables n0r. hahaha.aniwae, suan le.

its suppose to be a m0ther's day celebration and yet every1 there is n0t happy.ahahaha..i tink alm0st all the pple (with black face). I just walk d0wn t0 the ladies and i can hear al0t of tables(pple) are rushing f0r the f00d impatiently. sc0lding the waitresses bla bla bla.

ben lai was quite pity f0r the waitresses de. BUT! they are all AH TIONGS! s0 f0rget it.hahahaha.

actually, we als0 cant blame the waitress na.bec0s its the kitchen wh0 is sl0w as the kitchen is quite small. really cant cope with the numbers of pple there.hhaha..GREED!

ben lai intend t0 g0 compass pt t0 shop at b0dysh0p de. budden its t00 late (bec0s of the dinner), they are alady packing le. suan le. save m0ney too..hahaha.

n0w im h0me-sweet-h0me=))

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